بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
dear doctor,
best wishes
مايعرف النار إلا رجل واطيها
I do appreciate what happened to you.
I am suffering from the same problem
although I'M a strong man and so on,but this is natural reaction to such stressful condition.
I finished 2 courses of housemanship medicine and pediatrics but I still delaying the surgery and obs & Gyne untill i train myself to afford that.
I will help my self and help you
dr.Salman